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Teach Me (Elaborated)

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“And the seeds we’ll plant will be even deeper & more meaningful than ‘political views’. Teach me how to conquer self, lead unselfishly..teach me that even my life is not my own. Teach me to love my brothers & sisters whom I see every day just as much as I love God and cannot physically see. Teach me how to show genuine love to those who plot on my downfall. Teach me how to break hate with constant acts of love. Teach me that giving in secret & without expecting anything in return is more pleasing to God than praises from man. Teach me to glorify God in everything that I do.”– @tye_remone

I’d call it ideal. Someone keeping you accountable not only because it’s what they believe in but also because they care and foresee a greater you, often times greater than you see in yourself in those short-coming moments. What man can turn his back? What man can hide negative intent from his backbone? Teach me how to overcome myself. With every flaw shown instead of having an “ah ha moment”, you chose to show me a road of progression. Pessimism is not of your nature. Even in our lowest of times my heart won’t allow me to abandon you. You are an advocate of my good. How dare I find a second to ask who sent you? You constantly guide me to good soil. And in those natural times that we’re not on the same ground, grant me only a moment for the love you’ve sown in the past to manifest, to correct my love in the present, and rejuvenate ours. You understand how I thrive. Keep your concrete valuables, they refuse to cultivate anything within me. Give me a part of you that’s a daily battle to keep alive in myself, faith that I can exist in being my greatest self.

Love Full Circle

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Lately I’ve been on a journey of fulfillment. Fulfillment as in finding joy in being the whole person, seeing peace in every bad situation, and finding pleasure in every basic aspect of life that goes unnoticed. It has took plenty of trial and self examination to understand how day to day accustoms, unbalanced relationships, and our own desires can unexpectedly lead us to overshadowing life’s simplicities. My vow was to simply remove them from my high priority list. Easier said right? Well what I’ve realized is that the more attention I dismissed from myself, the more positive energy I began releasing to others. There were a few areas where I lacked producing love, which ultimately made it impossible for love to come back full circle towards myself. The word of God would nudge my spirit at every idled moment.

If a person says, “I love God,” but hates his brother, he is a liar. If a person does not love his brother whom he has seen, how can he love God Whom he has not seen? -1 John 4:20

He knew my heart was fixed on the act of genuinely giving & compassion, so what better foundation to build that platform on than from love? God went before me to allow “chaos”, only for it to be sliced through with confessions of mercy from my lips. He lifted up a standard against it. The act of compassion overthrew the absence of love, rebirthing it. The amount of love experienced through life is a reflection of the love your heart conveys. It was obvious. While taking steps to move in unfamiliar places, God showed me first hand, “Love conquers all“.Take leaps to express love, and love will take leaps to declare itself to you.Totally dependent on the adoration that flows through me, I’m completley unrattled by anything contrast to it.- Love Full Circle

 

 

“Karma in July”

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It could be Karma but I’m tired of being drug through dirt and not treated fairly because of my past decisions. It doesn’t give her the right to abuse the one she loves with attitude, frustration, dishonesty and mostly loving halfheartedly…but She said she forgives…it could be Karma.

I sit back and take indirect abuse because of conviction for what I’ve done in the past and believe that somewhere down the line her neglect will catch up to my past neglect , she’ll bring it to a tie and we can well…call it a draw of pain and start back truly loving. Unfortunately it doesn’t work like that…It could be Karma.In the midst of the heartache I make my mind up that I’m not going to take no sh**t anymore, but at the end of the day my heart softens because I ride on false hopes and do what I think is best for me. I stop and think, I’ve done her wrong…it could be karma.

But where is the person that knew how it felt for their significant other to steadily hurt them? Did I do such a thing to cause someone to loose their conscience and morals? Its not all bad but I can’t continue to carry her scale of unforgiveness on my back or maybe I can consider it karma and bite the bullet that I deserve to be catapulted at me. I’m all about moving forward, but i can’t control anyone else but me and that’s a task within itself. What will change before it gets worse or do we fall apart? Will I stand firm to what is right in my eyes or be overthrown by the reincarnated me in her?