What’s really stopping you?

The reason why fulfillment often feels so close is because it’s already a part of us. When I think of fulfillment, I link it with completion, joy and peace that no man can understand. The only thing that’s between that is ourselves. It can be mind boggling how difficult it can sometimes be for us to get the motivation we need, to reach the heights we’re suppose to reach. Faced to face with truth, sometimes not even that is enough. I’ve always been the conservative type: reserved, patient, and the last to speak unless there is something of quality to speak on. Even then, I’m believing in order  to swing my way so that my voice is not only heard, but I’m being aligned with available ears. Stillness is the best teacher of spiritual order. However, if I don’t feel one with my time to be heard, I’m intuitively content with it simply not being my divine moment to do so. I’ve grown to understand “where I want to be”or the heights I want to reach, simply doesn’t exist. I’d be settling, because in every level there’s progression. Continue to chase, continue to climb.